I[1] noticed Lee Ki-Young’s smile slowly turning into a frown, and the way he was tapping the table with his finger caught my attention. He was obviously worried about me. I was supposed to tell him that I was fine, but I had already told him that I wasn't actually fine.0

As I said, I didn't feel like I was doing well.0

'I feel so happy, so how come I feel like I wasn't doing well?’0

There were many times when I felt like I was sinking deeper into a quagmire, and I had been spending most of my time these days feeling like that. It felt like I was alone in an empty space. I felt out of breath, nauseous, and dizzy.0

I constantly felt like I was falling into a deep sleep, but I couldn’t feel those here.0

If I were asked how I was feeling, I’d say I was happy right now. I didn’t need to criticize myself or take responsibility for anything here. I didn’t need to wield a sword or kill people. I was with people I cared about, and seeing them successful made me smile.0

However, I still wasn't okay, even inside the utopia I had been dreaming...0