I[1] felt something warm. When I opened my eyes slowly, I saw the sunlight shining brightly into the room. It felt like I had been asleep for a really long time. It seemed so surreal to the point that I questioned if I was still dreaming, but a thought popped into my head, waking me up.0

I looked around the room and saw that it was slightly messy. 0

The first thing I saw were the liquor bottles all over the place. Not only were there empty bottles on the table, floor, and on one side of the bed, but there was unidentifiable trash stacked on one side of the room. To make things worse, there were traces of destroyed furniture, making it seem like a beast had been living here instead of a human being.0

‘I’m right.’0

I couldn’t help but think that I was right because it was not an exaggeration to say that I had really been living like a beast over the past few days.0

“...”0

“...”0

‘I'm an ungrateful jerk.’0

I couldn’t understand why I acted that way. 0

If I had to give an excuse, I'd say that I had no choice but to be stubborn, as I couldn’t resolve...0