Dad had always said that I was far from being qualified to lead a team.

I had been upset back then, because I had won against his team yet he had made that remark.

But now, I finally realized that he had been right.

When I had been fighting his team back then, I’d known that there wouldn’t be any deaths and they wouldn’t kill me for real. Hence, I hadn’t been burdened at all and only enjoyed the thrill that battle gave me.

When I had been dealing with my first real fight, my emotions had been so unstable and I’d been constantly distracted. I had failed as a captain. I was far from being a qualified captain.

I had to blame my perverted cousin for not educating me well enough. Hence I’d lost control emotionally...