ISSTH – Book 5 – Chapter 763

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Chapter 763: The Deepest Love

The 10th Wang Clan Patriarch was already insane, but as of this moment, he had sunk even further into insanity. He was insane, and yet lucid, unable to control his body or his consciousness. The only thing he could do was constantly relive the destruction of the Wang Clan.

As of this moment, he could no longer forget the things which he so wanted to forget.

From the methods Meng Hao used, it was clear how deeply he hated him.

After finishing his work, what Meng Hao acquired was not a feeling of happiness, but rather, deep exhaustion. It was an exhaustion that stemmed from the heart, and it caused him to sigh.

He turned to leave. He wanted to be far away from this place. He had no further desire to see the 10th Wang Clan Patriarch. Exacting further revenge was meaningless. Xu Qing had less than a hundred years to live before she needed to travel to the underworld to be reincarnated.

Meng Hao felt blank. He was just turning to leave when Wang Tengfei, his eyes filled with determination, smiled bitterly and took a deep breath. He suddenly flew directly toward the 10th Wang Clan Patriarch, who hovered in mid-air, his head in his hands, tears streaming down his face.

“Immortal Ascension…. Kill…. Kill….” He was completely immersed in the memories of slaughtering his fellow clan members. His soul seemed to be imprisoned in that particular day, forever doomed to repeat what he had done.

“Patriarch!” cried Wang Tengfei. As soon as he neared, the 10th Wang Clan Patriarch’s eyes gleamed with a fiendish glow.

“Soul…. Soul…. My soul….” he said, staring fixedly at Wang Tengfei. To him, the souls of fellow clan members were an irresistible temptation. He was attracted to them on an instinctual level, as he believed them to be something he needed to mend his own soul.

It was an instinct he had no control over. His body flashed as he shot toward Wang Tengfei, whereupon his hand snaked out to latch onto the top of his head.

Wang Tengfei did nothing to evade him. He allowed the 10th Patriarch to near, allowed his hand to latch onto his own head. There was even a cracking sound as fingers pierced into his skull.

To Wang Tengfei, the intense pain didn’t really matter.

The 10th Wang Clan Patriarch’s eyes glowed with avarice and madness as he prepared to extract Wang Tengfei’s soul and use it to try to mend his own.

Meng Hao’s mind reeled, and he spun around, his eyes flashing. He lifted his right hand, and his second true self immediately shot toward Wang Tengfei.

“Meng Hao!!” Wang Tengfei cried, his face twisted and ashen. His body shook as it began to wither; apparently, all of the essence of his life force was being sucked away as soul nourishment. “This is my choice! This is the whole reason I’ve been searching for the Patriarch!

“Don’t interfere! This is Wang Tengfei’s choice!” His body quivered as his legs were sucked dry. The 10th Wang Clan Patriarch’s eyes gleamed with a strange light, and his right hand tightened.

“My life has no meaning. I’d rather die at the hands of the Patriarch than be killed by some other person. Let my soul help to restore his soul!

“Meng Hao, I don’t need you to come save me. There’s no need! Let me… die in a way that has meaning!

“I think this is the most meaningful thing I’ve ever done in my entire existence. My family, my parents, my big brother, all my clan members… they’ve already given their souls. I’m the only one left… and now… it’s my turn!

“I can’t choose to keep living, Meng Hao, but I can choose how to die…. Just leave me alone, don’t save me. This is a Wang Clan affair, and it has nothing to do with you!” Wang Tengfei trembled as the rest of his body withered up. His life force was pouring into the 10th Patriarch’s soul, causing strands of white mist to rise up from the places where the fingers had pierced him.

An expression of struggle could be seen on the face of the 10th Wang Clan Patriarch. However, the instinct to absorb his fellow clan members did not go away, and he continued to suck away the life force. Wang Tengfei’s body began to fall apart, and vast quantities of white mist rose up out of his head. His soul.

His eyes faded, and he seemed to age. It seemed like he had reached the end of his life. He was no longer the perfect, handsome young man that Meng Hao remembered. He was grotesque, nothing more than skin draped over a skeleton.

“Meng Hao, back then… it was all my fault…. I just realized it too late. It wasn’t until my clan had been exterminated that I realized… how aggravating I must have been to everyone.

“No wonder Yuyan left me…. She was right…. Meng Hao, my hatred for you is mostly just jealousy and envy. Everything I said after you saved me earlier…. Actually, I just didn’t want to admit that after everything changed for me, you were the only person who treated me better than before….

“Meng Hao….” Wang Tengfei looked at Meng Hao, and he seemed reluctant to part with the world. The look in his eye was the same look of wild ambition that had existed before, and the same pride.

“Meng Hao, I… have one last request. Can you… please treat Chu Yuyan well?!?!

“She’s a good girl, and I don’t deserve her. She might seem detached, but inside, she’s very weak…

“Meng Hao, since you have my legacy, and since you took my good fortune, well then, you… must definitely… keep on going! Reach the pinnacle! Leave Planet South Heaven and climb to the highest heights….

“That’s my dream. You… must keep on going!” Wang Tengfei chuckled as he realized that he didn’t actually hate Meng Hao. Along with his laughter, he suddenly seemed to relax. Apparently, he was losing himself in the wonderful times of the past, in the perfect simplicity of the Reliance Sect.

He smiled, and then his head sagged and his life ended….

His soul was completely extracted by the 10th Wang Clan Patriarch, who then placed it into his mouth. More tears streamed down the Patriarch’s face as he violently chomped down on the soul and then swallowed it. Then, he lifted his head up and roared.

“Immortal Ascension…. Immortal Ascension…. Kill. Kill….” Roaring, he barreled off into the distance, weeping and howling miserably.

Meng Hao stood there agape. After it was all over, he closed his eyes for a long time. When he opened them, exhaustion could be seen. After seeing the determination in Wang Tengfei’s eyes, he understood. Even if he and Wang Tengfei hadn’t run into each other this day, once Wang Tengfei found the 10th Wang Clan Patriarch, he would still have done the exact same thing.

Because the blood of the Wang Clan coursed through his veins, the 10th Wang Clan Patriarch would still have pounced on him and instinctively sucked out his soul. Nobody could do anything to change that. As for Meng Hao, all he had done was force a bit of lucidity onto the Patriarch, to ensure that he would eternally regret his actions.

In the end, who was really at fault…?

Was it Meng Hao? He was also a victim. Was it the 10th Wang Clan Patriarch? Perhaps his pain was greater than anyone’s.

The Wang Clan members were completely innocent. As for Wang Tengfei, his decision was solemn and stirring.

Who was at fault…? It was an unanswerable question that ran in circles. If blame truly needed to be assigned somewhere, perhaps… greed was the answer.

If the 10th Wang Clan Patriarch had not lusted after Meng Hao’s Perfect Dao foundation… then perhaps none of these things would have happened.

“Karma is a cycle with many twists and turns….” murmured Meng Hao. All of a sudden, his understanding of the cause and effect of Karma deepened. However, this understanding had come at a terrible price.

Meng Hao sighed dejectedly, then slowly turned and made his way off into the distance.

Wang Tengfei’s final choice was something Meng Hao could never have predicted. As he flew through the air, he suddenly recalled the first time he saw Wang Tengfei back in the Reliance Sect.

He thought about their first battle, and the Flying Rain-Dragon legacy. Then there was the contest to get into the Inner Sect, as well as all the events that played out in the Southern Domain. Everything seemed to have occurred so long ago. Right now, Meng Hao knew… the most profound memory of Wang Tengfei would be the words he had spoken moments before he died, and the expression on his face.

“And that was Wang Tengfei!” he murmured softly.

He finally returned to the Blood Demon Sect, exhausted, immersed in enlightenment regarding Karma, and with hands stained red with blood. The first place he went was Blood Prince Gorge.

He found Xu Qing, and then wrapped his arms around her for a long, long time. He buried his head in her fragrant hair, and said nothing.

Xu Qing seemed to understand. She held him, softly patting his back in comfort.

He felt tired out. First was the emotional tale of Chen Fan, and then the news about his mother. Finally… there was Wang Tengfei and the 10th Wang Clan Patriarch, and his understanding regarding the gravity of Karma.

“Xu Qing, I want to sleep,” he said softly.

“Sleep then,” she replied gently. “I’ll stay here with you….”

He closed his eyes.

Xu Qing held him. She sat down outside the log cabin in Blood Prince Gorge, and he lay across her legs and slept.

She looked down at him, and twirled a strand of his hair around her finger. The expression on her face was one of pity, and deep love.

Meng Hao slept for two days. When he finally opened his eyes, it was night. Up above in the darkness, the canopy of stars twinkled brightly, but they couldn’t come close to matching the beauty of Xu Qing’s eyes. They were neither as warm and resplendent as her gaze, nor as soft and entrancing as her expression.

Meng Hao looked into her eyes, and she looked back.

Suddenly, something seemed to click inside Meng Hao’s head.

“The deepest expression of love is simply to stay with someone….” he murmured. He suddenly understood why Elder Brother Chen Fan chose to stand guard over that boulder instead of leaving to practice cultivation. To Chen Fan, simply staying with his beloved was an expression of love.

Meng Hao also understood why Wang Tengfei chose to die. To him, it was more important to stay with his clan members, and his Patriarch. That… was his expression of love.

It didn’t matter if you spoke of love for friends, love for family, or romantic love…. The deepest expression of love was simply to stay with someone.

You stay with me, I’ll stay with you…. That was love.

For himself, the fact that Xu Qing chose to stay with him made him realize what the meaning of love really was.

“Xu Qing,” he said, looking at her earnestly, “let’s… have a bonding ceremony. Let’s get married.”

A tremor ran through Xu Qing; her eyelashes trembled and her heart began to pound. To any woman, a wedding is one of the most important occasions possible in life. Xu Qing’s cheeks flushed, but she didn’t avoid Meng Hao’s gaze. She looked back at him and then slowly nodded.


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119 thoughts on “ISSTH – Book 5 – Chapter 763” - NO SPOILERS and NO CURSING

  1. Thanks for the chapter Deathblade, anonpuffs, Madam Deathblade, Lingson, Yascob, GNE, joeljbright, Azusky, Chung Nicholas, Important Livestreamer Matengunsang, and Er Gen!

  2. Cultivation intercourse


    greatly enlightened by Haowie’s Universal Dao of Love… that is being with someone you truly love

    Thanks for the chapter

    1. Sometimes the most profound truths are simple and ancient, but we still need to hear them in the new words that would allow us to take them into our selves, without the burdens of preconceptions and mundanities that obscure our view of the same truths within the old words. I am glad he found his words.

      Thanks for all your hard work on the chapter!

  3. Ah the duo Wang. Yes they were assh*le before, but their endings are sad enough.. I thought after meeting the patriarch, Tengfei will somehow become OP and become Menghao’s mortal enemy, never expect Ergen would end his journey that way, though it’s also a good thing.
    What Menghao done to the ten wang is indeed cruel, though I understand his feeling and I might do the same, but it does feel not right, it like when reading Yunche crippling his cousin in his early chapter.. it does feel cruel.. and not like Menghao. Maybe Ergen intentionally did it to develop Menghao’s corrupted feeling for his third severing.

    Thanks for the chapter!

    1. Welp, he walked down the path of a devil. That’s what he got, right? It only makes sense that his heart will be black enough to choose in eternal torment of someone whom has already paid more than enough, and it’s appropriate for Meng Hao to be completely broken himself, as he does not even agree with the path of a devil.

      Also, if this were ATG, I’d totally expect Tenfei to level up for no reason and then chase the MC around, dragging the story for hundred of chapters just for the sake of delaying the plot.
      But, thank god this isn’t ATG. You don’t need more than one of those stories around.

      1. Talking about a certain damnable burned b*tch that only survived by chance?
        To be fair, the amount of chapters he took for himself since that day would be about one, so he still isn’t dragging the story.

  4. Honestly in the end that was truly sad. Wang Tengfei learned his true self. And Wang 10 will suffer until his life force runs out or someone stronger kills him.
    Now honestly I hope Meng Hao does something with Chu Yuyan. She really does havea weak heart. Probably why she is still so low in her level.

    Thanks for the chapter.

    1. I feel like I am the only reader who doesn’t care about Yuyan, at all…
      I mean, if Chu Yuyan was a guy, would any of you care about “him” at all? There’s no actual reason for Meng Hao to care about her, they never actually interacted with one another other than trying to murder each other back at the Doom Temple (of doom). As far as I remember, Chu Yuyan fell for Meng Hao due to her admiration of Grandmaster Pill Cauldron. A sort of crush, that is far away and has nothing to do with the actual person.

      Chu Yuyan’s ship is basically like a teenager’s crush for a faraway daytime drama celebrity.

      1. I totally agree, and the fact that a relationship between them is being forced is annoying as hell.

        And what personality? She wanted to kill him and just fell for him because of his skill pill making. I you call her always being arogant, as having most personality than yeah shes the one with most of it.

        1. She was already starting to fall in love with Meng before the whole pill thing. She developed a seed of feelings for him during the time they spent together. Thats why she asked if he ever whent back there. Sure she was mad at him, but she did not understand her own feelings. Or rather, due to the feelings beeing more of a seed then a blooming flower she could not tell.
          The reason she could sense Meng while he was Fang… Feng… whatever, was not due to her hate but rather that seed of love. The irritated feeling was just the feelings the seed was burried under.

          Its also just right that Meng takes care of her. Just like with his maidservent. He has done stuff to complicate their love life, and he should therefore take the role he has created for himself. Whenever that is somthing he wants or not. Even if he do not love them, feelings can and do develop over time.

          1. It seems like we havent read the same ln, where did you read anything about her falling for him in that vulcano or whatever it was. She tried to kill him several times while they were in there, and it ended with her trying to run into the blood something trials and leave him behind. How can you make any of that seem like she was developing feelings for him, and she has literally not done anything that should lead to a love interest. And what are you talking about him taking responablity for complicating her love life, he dosent owe her s***. She was the one that chased after him, because she wanted to kill him and take something he bought, which she wanted to have. She was in the wrong from the beginning, if he had a responsabilty towards her, it would be that he should kill the b****.

          2. All i have read before is Chu YuYan hate MC… in the novel so far there are 3 vicious woman.
            1: the woman killed by Sister Xu.
            2: Han bei the smart, who back stabbed her lover.
            3: Chu YuYan She tried to rob MC then all the relationship with MC were forced.

  5. havent cryed reading a novel or watching a movie in a long time but this chapter made me cry, idk maybe cuz it made me c myslef in wang tengfei story or atleast how i could end up as -_-

  6. why is this novel so heavy??even the rise of the shield hero that i read wasn’t this heavy at the end or the stellar transformation….no wonder this novel is one of the best novel that people comments on

  7. Will Meng Hao finally lose his virginity on his wedding night, will they simply hug it out, or will someone crash the wedding? Find out on the next episode of dragon… seal the heaven Z

  8. I feel Wang Tengfei deserved a better end. The brother he hated gave his life for him to live and he even realized in the end what type of person he used to be. Hell, there’s a sentence right there where it shows he wasn’t totally willing to die right there, and yet he died just like that? I can’t accept it. I hope we get closure regarding him and his clan other than “they lived happily ever after inside of the 10th Patriarch’s stomach.”

  9. The North is planning on invading the South. A wedding is about to go down. And we all know Meng Hao and Xu Qing will not have a peaceful marriage… Seems they will invade on the wedding day(?) or around then and probably make Xu Qing’s 100 years shorter, maybe even make it happen right away. JUST LEAVE THEM ALONE ER GEN!!! LET THEM BE HAPPY!!!

  10. “The deepest expression of love is simply to stay with someone….” he murmured. He suddenly understood why Elder Brother Chen Fan chose to stand guard over that boulder instead of leaving to practice cultivation. To Chen Fan, simply staying with his beloved was an expression of love.

    It’s not though… But whatever, this author was always twisted when it comes to romance. I blame chinese culture for the fact that his conceptions about romance is so f**ked up. I guess it’s time to skip some scenes again until we get this romance sh*t over and done with.

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